just an FYI -
Jun. 13th, 2004 02:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
staxxyMy stress meter is *full*, beyond so.
What this means in practical terms -
pushing my buttons intentionally will be crossing the BIG BOUDARY. If you are trying to draw me into any argument, I will stop speaking to you, for a very long time.
My stress levels have actually crossed the red zone where my heart is concerned. And while very few people have pushed me about anything lately, a few who will read this have. And while I may love you, I can not currently fulfill of your expectations for me to be there for *you* right now. And pushing me to do so means pushing me away. The only other option I have is to allow the pushing to send me to the ER and the shock paddles.
Which may sound a little extreme or even a little dramatic, but it is no secret that I have had 2 heart attacks already - this isn't a game kids. This is *real*. There's a reason I carry a pulse monitor everywhere I go.
and important enough to be publicly posted. I will leave comments on. but they will be screened.
What this means in practical terms -
pushing my buttons intentionally will be crossing the BIG BOUDARY. If you are trying to draw me into any argument, I will stop speaking to you, for a very long time.
My stress levels have actually crossed the red zone where my heart is concerned. And while very few people have pushed me about anything lately, a few who will read this have. And while I may love you, I can not currently fulfill of your expectations for me to be there for *you* right now. And pushing me to do so means pushing me away. The only other option I have is to allow the pushing to send me to the ER and the shock paddles.
Which may sound a little extreme or even a little dramatic, but it is no secret that I have had 2 heart attacks already - this isn't a game kids. This is *real*. There's a reason I carry a pulse monitor everywhere I go.
and important enough to be publicly posted. I will leave comments on. but they will be screened.
