blargh

[staxxy]

feeling grumpy and cold and sore, so I am not going out tonight. I got about halfway dressed and realized that while several people I do *love* will be at the party tonight the only part of the night I was looking forward to was what I was doing *after* the party.

I am hoping I can reschedule that, or at least rearrange it so I can still do something like it.

I am just not feeling social at all, and me in a grumpy mood is a really bad thing at a party where they may be people who annoy me. I am generally very generous of spirit, kinda, and gentle with people... but the grumpy moods are when I get really fussy, bitchy, and can be really *mean*.

no one wants to see that.

have fun to those that are going out. *smoochies*

Comments

[m-cobweb.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear you won't be at the party...but I've been where you are, and I understand.

Take care of yourself.

Re: I am ok..

[staxxy.livejournal.com]

I am just not feeling ... um... pleasant. I do not think that a corset and wings (which would indeed render me immobile) would make me feel like being any more charming.

I think I used up all my social schmooze last night. :D

Re: I am ok..

[m-cobweb.livejournal.com]

If I'd realized how close I was to panic-attack mode, I would have stayed in myself.

Yeah.

Re: I am ok..

[staxxy.livejournal.com]

YIPE!!!

are *you* ok tonight lady?

Re: I am ok..

[m-cobweb.livejournal.com]

I'm still a little shaky, but I'll be okay. Apparently my claustrophobia can be set off a lot more easily than I realized. Yech.

Here's to a better Saturday! (lifts glass of orange juice)

Re: I am ok..

[staxxy.livejournal.com]

Hallelujah *lifts rootbeer*