time for sleeping.
Jun. 20th, 2002 11:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
staxxyFelt generally umpy today for most of the day.
I just feeling all, I dunno, unloved and tolerated but not enjoyed. And whiny and bitchy and pms-y I guess. Pouty.
Not that I really have any good reasons to. I saw a lot of my friends last night and everyone was really nice to me and we had a good time and most people seemed to enjoy being with me for the most part at least.
It was just a weird feeling in my head I think. Like paranoia or something.
and of course being all limpy whenever I walk around doesn't help....
SO anyway, here's me, just up from a nap, getting ready to attack the disaster that is my home in an effort to not look like a moron when people come over on Saturday (altho the paranoid part of my brain was saying that few people will be-- of course, I know better, and it has never actually happened to me anyway, but still... paranoia is fucked up like that ya know), thinking about what I want for dinner and what am I going to do about shoes for tomorrow....
and the phone rings.
and it's my friend Tiina. (not misspelled btw).
and she wants to know if she can get me anything for dinner at the Thai place around that corner that she knows I love. So I tell her I would rather go out to Value Village to look for stuff for Prom.. and she is all over it.
So we get there and she buys me all of the stuff I wanted to get, because she has extra cash right now.
Oh my god.
and we go to Fred Meyers because I want to get a head start on picking stuff up for the party while we are in the car, and she buys that stuff too. I didn't ask her to. she just does it. She says that she has to spend money to get more money, so it's the way it works for her, so she is spending money on me because it makes her happy and she wants to help out with the party and stuff. she is also coming to the party. yay!
so much for feeling unloved and ignored.
and might I add, fucking WOW.
we ate dinner here and I showed her tetris and we talked about some of the games she has purchased recently (because I am indeed a console gamer chick, and so is she)... and I showed her the Tetris Worlds game that has been eating my time lately... and then she went home upstairs (she lives in my building now YAY)..
and now I am crashing for the night. and reading my friends livejournals... and happening upon mentions of me in Sarmonster's journal that also made me feel very loved and enjoyed. Thanks lady!
My friends really do RULE!!
I love you guys. *smoochies*
I just feeling all, I dunno, unloved and tolerated but not enjoyed. And whiny and bitchy and pms-y I guess. Pouty.
Not that I really have any good reasons to. I saw a lot of my friends last night and everyone was really nice to me and we had a good time and most people seemed to enjoy being with me for the most part at least.
It was just a weird feeling in my head I think. Like paranoia or something.
and of course being all limpy whenever I walk around doesn't help....
SO anyway, here's me, just up from a nap, getting ready to attack the disaster that is my home in an effort to not look like a moron when people come over on Saturday (altho the paranoid part of my brain was saying that few people will be-- of course, I know better, and it has never actually happened to me anyway, but still... paranoia is fucked up like that ya know), thinking about what I want for dinner and what am I going to do about shoes for tomorrow....
and the phone rings.
and it's my friend Tiina. (not misspelled btw).
and she wants to know if she can get me anything for dinner at the Thai place around that corner that she knows I love. So I tell her I would rather go out to Value Village to look for stuff for Prom.. and she is all over it.
So we get there and she buys me all of the stuff I wanted to get, because she has extra cash right now.
Oh my god.
and we go to Fred Meyers because I want to get a head start on picking stuff up for the party while we are in the car, and she buys that stuff too. I didn't ask her to. she just does it. She says that she has to spend money to get more money, so it's the way it works for her, so she is spending money on me because it makes her happy and she wants to help out with the party and stuff. she is also coming to the party. yay!
so much for feeling unloved and ignored.
and might I add, fucking WOW.
we ate dinner here and I showed her tetris and we talked about some of the games she has purchased recently (because I am indeed a console gamer chick, and so is she)... and I showed her the Tetris Worlds game that has been eating my time lately... and then she went home upstairs (she lives in my building now YAY)..
and now I am crashing for the night. and reading my friends livejournals... and happening upon mentions of me in Sarmonster's journal that also made me feel very loved and enjoyed. Thanks lady!
My friends really do RULE!!
I love you guys. *smoochies*
