staxxy | now is the time on Sprokets when we sleep

okay kids. I am offline for the next however many hours I can sleep through.

I am taking my phone off the hook.

I am emotionally, physically, and mentally exhausted.

Sirriamnis - I am forwarding a list to you that Rozca compiled for me. that will give you a rough idea at least. I will give you more details when I wake up. I can't see straight.

thank you to everyone who has, is, and will be helping with everything. I could not do this alone. I am glad I do not have to. I am even more glad that none of us does.

Just a quick note for everyone (as before, I will post more on this in detail as soon as I have time & energy together) - Jessica had a deep regard for all faiths and beliefs, she loved religions, she loved faith and belief, she respected all of them and was fascinated by them. This includes her own. She studied them as a passion of interest. She loved spending time talking about religion and different beliefs. There will be things done to make sure that as many different faiths are represented with regards to this. There are masses being said at her Grandmothers church (and have been for the last week), there are a few pagan/wiccan rituals that are being done for her, there are Buddhist services being done for her, and there will be a few others as well. I am making sure that prayers of every faith (that I can) are said for her at the apartment. If you are Catholic and would like to make sure that Catholic prayers are said for her there, please contact me via email to make arrangements. I have arranged for Christian prayers to be said, but I know that Catholic prayers are different and want to make sure they are covered.

pardon me if I am all stumbly with my language. I am exhausted, as I mentioned before. But this has come up a few times recently, and I wanted to make a few points a little more clear. Please do not get offended if another religion is being represented, it does not mean that yours is being ignored. For further pursuit of this train, please see the second half of this post. Everyone gets to mourn in their own way. Jillian has volunteered to be my enforcer, not a threat but it is a fact. Have a little respect for each other out there kids. Jessica loved all of you, maybe you should give each other a little more love on her behalf.

[this long winded rambling brought to you by several people over the last few days not any specific incident. Some people have been very respectful and just wondering if that respect was a two way street (it is).]

If you are concerned that your faith may be left out of things and need to have a service or prayers said for your own closure, email me privately.

now I sleep. And it isn't that I am ignoring *you* when I don't respond to anything before tomorrow later afternoon, it is that I am ignoring *everyone*.

I need uninterrupted sleep. period.